Wednesday, November 5, 2008
♥ Tears
It was 4:30 am, the sky was still dark. Lilliane woke up and rushed to the bathroom. After some time, she finished taking a bath and got dressed up. It was past 5:40 am and she haven't left the house "Oh no, I'm late" she said then sighed.
She asked her maid to drop her off to the tricycle lane and got so irritated because her maid's so slow. "ainaku manang, hindi ka ba pwede magmadali?" Lilliane asked.
She arrived at the school grounds and saw her classmates in front of the chapel. It was a busy day for the first year students, with the programs and all.
They practiced their dance and later on went to a mass.
Lilliane was the commentator for this mass. She arrived at the chapel and started to get scared. Her hands started to get cold for the fear of making a mistake causing the whole 1st year to laugh at her. She practiced and was actually able to memorize the introduction.
Everything was going fine when suddenly, the mic didn't give out a sound and it was at the responsorial psalm! "Oh no!! God please help me, I don't want to screw up" Lilliane thought.
"Please all kneel" Lilliane read from her copy and she as well knelt down. Her knees were shaking and she noticed that her hands were the same. The singing of the Our Father came and she held the sister's hand, her hands were so cold she was afraid the sister might notice. The communion came, she took the body of Christ and sat down.
"God, ayoko na magkaron ng hinanakit sa parents ko. I just want to be with them, though I understand the reason why I can't. They're working so hard for me to have the things I want and need and I'm grateful for that. I just.." suddenly tears fell from her eyes. "I just want them to be with me during the important occassions in my life. Please God help me. Help me get through everything." She wasn't finished praying when a KOA member tapped her shoulder.
The mass ended.
Later on during their break, Nate came and "You screwed the mass. I wanted to hit you with the mic." Lilliane started to feel scared.
An hour before their lunch, Lilliane and her classmates danced the one they prepared. It was the elimination so they had to do their best. It was going fine for Lilliane when suddenly.. the book she was balancing fell. She pretended like nothing happened and continued to dance.
After lunch, they, again danced. This time, the book didn't fall but she was late at a lot of things. "gaah!" Lilliane reacted.
Dismissal, she stayed in school. She practiced another dance, for a different program. She started having a headache with her groupmates being pasaway.
7pm, they finished. She went home.
She asked her maid to drop her off to the tricycle lane and got so irritated because her maid's so slow. "ainaku manang, hindi ka ba pwede magmadali?" Lilliane asked.
She arrived at the school grounds and saw her classmates in front of the chapel. It was a busy day for the first year students, with the programs and all.
They practiced their dance and later on went to a mass.
Lilliane was the commentator for this mass. She arrived at the chapel and started to get scared. Her hands started to get cold for the fear of making a mistake causing the whole 1st year to laugh at her. She practiced and was actually able to memorize the introduction.
Everything was going fine when suddenly, the mic didn't give out a sound and it was at the responsorial psalm! "Oh no!! God please help me, I don't want to screw up" Lilliane thought.
"Please all kneel" Lilliane read from her copy and she as well knelt down. Her knees were shaking and she noticed that her hands were the same. The singing of the Our Father came and she held the sister's hand, her hands were so cold she was afraid the sister might notice. The communion came, she took the body of Christ and sat down.
"God, ayoko na magkaron ng hinanakit sa parents ko. I just want to be with them, though I understand the reason why I can't. They're working so hard for me to have the things I want and need and I'm grateful for that. I just.." suddenly tears fell from her eyes. "I just want them to be with me during the important occassions in my life. Please God help me. Help me get through everything." She wasn't finished praying when a KOA member tapped her shoulder.
The mass ended.
Later on during their break, Nate came and "You screwed the mass. I wanted to hit you with the mic." Lilliane started to feel scared.
An hour before their lunch, Lilliane and her classmates danced the one they prepared. It was the elimination so they had to do their best. It was going fine for Lilliane when suddenly.. the book she was balancing fell. She pretended like nothing happened and continued to dance.
After lunch, they, again danced. This time, the book didn't fall but she was late at a lot of things. "gaah!" Lilliane reacted.
Dismissal, she stayed in school. She practiced another dance, for a different program. She started having a headache with her groupmates being pasaway.
7pm, they finished. She went home.
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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